Текст песни Bonnie Madison - Last Bus To The North

[Intro]
I don't even know what home means anymore, um, it's not a place
That brings me comfort, it makes me feel claustrophobic and stuck
And I wanna get away but I don't know where that place is either
I don't know where it, what it means anymore

[Verse 1]
Ooh, I had it all, I had a gift
I had a dream, I had a list
All those things I'm wanting
To heal that childhood haunting
I had a voice, I had a vision
I had to come to a decision
All these things I'm wanting
Are they worth me parting?

[Pre-Chorus]
Away from everything I know, the childhood home that I've outgrown
I put my head down to the pillow but something's following close

[Chorus]
My crumbling mind is mumbling
Time is running outside to say it's goodbyes
But I'm not ready now, not ready now
My beautiful hope is crude
It's a joke and nude with a rope attached to it's throat
Saying "Leave me alone, I wanna go home"

[Post-Chorus]
I wanna go home, where's your home?
You don't know

[Verse 2]
I am on the last bus to the north and I'm getting that feeling
Am I staying or leaving, oh?
Twenty four summers gone, winter staying just a little too long
I'm feigning for a sign
I just wanna thrive

[Pre-Chorus]
My environment is safe but that's not enough for me
Am I delusional 'cause nothings wrong yet, I hate my world

[Chorus]
My crumbling mind is mumbling
Time is running outside to say it's goodbyes
But I'm not ready now, not ready now
My beautiful hope is crude
It's a joke and nude with a rope attached to it's throat
Saying "Leave me alone, I wanna go home"

[Post-Chorus]
Home hasn't felt like home in a very long time but
I really did try to find that peace inside
But these streets don't feel like mine
Home hasn't looked quite right in a very long time
It avoids my eyes and it's arms don't hug me quite as tight
As it did when I was five