Текст песни Emiliana Torrini - I Really Loved Harold

they told me
when i was little
i’d go to heaven
if I was good

now i’m
a long way from little
’cause i tried to find heaven
’cause i thought that i could - i thought that i could!

and i thought i loved Harold
and i really loved John
i almost loved Alphy
and almost loved Tom

i loved them so easy
and i loved them so free
now i don’t think that heaven
will wanna love me

hollow
songs of the willow
dreams under my pillow
turned to tears that i cried

beauty
and love are our riddle
never to answer
but always to try - and boy, did i try!

and i tried with Harold
and i tried with John
i tried with Alphy
and almost with Tom

i left myself open
for the whole world to see
now i don’t think that heaven
will wanna love me

so i said goodbye to Harold
and goodbye to John
goodbye to Alphy
and goodbye to Tom

i loved them so easy
and i loved them so free
now i don’t think that heaven
will wanna love me

oh say, can you see
by the dawn’s early light

no

light

will

shine

me?