Текст песни Heresy Denied - Endless Pain

Tell me how little did we know
Staring at the stars no one could follow
Believing in boundless ideals and dreams
All gathered in one pit of buried memories

Life taught us a lesson impossible to avoid
Yet we turn to ask the same old question
Is fate so cruel that leaves us so depressed and lost
Or is it just an indifferent part of incessant flow?

Is there something wrong with me or with this world?
One part of me wants to remember and feel it all
Another to forget and finally move on
But where is the place for me, where am I supposed to go?

Where can I find the sense of my existence?
Visions trapped in my head won’t leave me alone
Every day and night I struggle with my dark thoughts
It all makes me sick and I'd rather be dead
Losing the will to live I'm waiting for my end

I am wandering without hope into the unknown
Believing it's better to be gone
Too much confusion, misleading answers
The path I've chosen, it leads to nowhere
But what if I am wrong?

Maybe in this endless pain the meaning can be found
Maybe when I reach the abyss I'll kiss my demons goodbye
There's a beauty in the world unseen for many eyes
And maybe it's the only thing that keeps me alive

All the lessons I learned through years
They make me value the bygone days
One is there’s always someone listening
Another - misery defines us

However I am still in this quandary
Overwhelming, drilled into my mind
How can I escape from the hunting past?
Shall I let it go or make it last?
Visions trapped in my head won’t leave me alone
Every day and night I struggle with my dark thoughts
It all makes me sick and I'd rather be dead
Losing the will to live I'm waiting for my end
I am wandering without hope into the unknown
Believing it's better to be gone