Текст песни an Unkindness - Acceptance

Another line on the page I throw out
Another sight on display, I throw up
Anesthetized, I'm back here again, swallow down
What's left to find in this place? I go out
And all I see, it can't be named
Just what I see
It has me believing that I am not here to stay
And that's okay
Yeah, that's alright
I saw my future today, I did "well"
Was it Wellbutrin or fame? I can't tell
It's something new and I'm desperate for change, might as well

I guess I'm used to this game of myself
And all I hear, it calls my name
Just what I hear
It caused me to fear that the end is not far away
And that's okay
Yeah, that's alright
Another lie on the page I show off
A new disguise for the day I wake up
But who decides when nobody's offering? Ha, ha, ha
I guess I'll try a new face I don't love
And all I feel, it brings me shame
Just what I feel
It caused me to deal with my mind in dangerous ways
And that's okay
Yeah, that's alright
I filled the skies with your names and fell down
Hospitalized for three days, I fucked up
But in my eyes were friends dying everywhere, all my fault

I guess I'll find in this place a new song
And all I love, it don't exist
So I guess that's one
To add to the list of the ways I'm misunderstood
And that's no good
But I think I'll be alright
For every time you tried to help
You fucked it up but meant so well
Every time you told yourself
It gets good, no, it gets better
It seems you're cursed from the start
You struggle just to play the part
Death by a broken heart
Waiting for it to get better
And if you can't get used to this
You'd better start to work through it
You're chasing carrots on a stick
But I won't stop 'til it gets better

And every time you stayed awake
For every little choice you made
It's over now, accept your fate
This is you now, this is you
This is you
This is you
This is you
This is you
This is you
This is you
This is you
This is you
This is you
This is you
This is you
This is you
This is you
This is you
This is you