Текст песни Lexi Jayde - ​self sabotage

[Verse 1]
I'm still checking your location
Imagine our bed with you and her
Still look at pictures when we dated
Now I see a girl that's at her worst

[Pre-Chorus]
My head is underwater
Drowning in my panic attacks
I'm sick of suffocating in my tears

[Chorus]
One day, I'll be stronger
Through all the self-sabotage
Suffering through my toxic thoughts that I let carry on
But in this moment
God, this really hurts like hell
But I know I'll thank these lonesome nights that led
Led me to myself

[Verse 2]
I finally threw away your sweaters
I'm going out and moving on
In fact, I haven't cried about you in forever
Yeah, forever's but a week of being strong

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm running through the darkness
Trying to get my old self back
I'm sick of suffocating in my tears

[Chorus]
One day, I'll be stronger
Through all the self-sabotage
Suffering through my toxic thoughts that I let carry on
But in this moment
God, this really hurts like hell
But I know I'll thank these lonesome nights that led
Led me to myself

[Bridge]
Led me to myself
Led me to myself

[Outro]
'Cause I make myself stronger
Through all the self-sabotage
Suffering through my toxic thoughts that I let carry on
But in this moment
God, this really hurts like hell
But I know I'll thank these lonesome nights that led
Led me to myself