Текст песни Surf - Killing Me

[Intro]
Hey, baby
I know you was probably tired from the
Um, from the club, last night, so I just called an Uber
I'm at, uh, [?] in the West Bay
Give me a call and he can bring me home

[Chorus]
If no one else gon' help me say it, then I gotta say it
If no one else gon' help you get it, then you gotta take it
See, I been talkin' up to God, like, "Man, this life outrageous"
I had to sacrifice my all, how else was I gon' make it?

[Verse 1]
Now let me talk about what's killing me
I feel like it's nobody else that wants to match my energy
What you know 'bout wakin' up, look in the mirror, then see your enemy
They want my lifestyle, I almost died for these amenities
But that just ain't enough 'cause they want more, I'm like, "You kidding me"
My blessings comin' in, they say I don't deserve it
Y'all let that time pass, I passed all my time by workin'
I found my self-worth, worked on myself, I still ain't perfect
Perfect my craft to craft my future with a sense of urgence
Can't put my trust in no one else 'cause I been hurt by women
I heard my momma last words and now, I can't forget 'em
See, I had friends that let me down and now I can't forgive 'em
And I got grudges that I'm holdin', might get buried with 'em

[Chorus]
If no one else gon' help me say it, then I gotta say it
If no one else gon' help you get it, then you gotta take it
See, I been talkin' up to God, like, "Man, this life outrageous"
I had to sacrifice my all, how else was I gon' make it?

[Interlude]
Hey, there, can you call me back when you get a minute?

[Verse 2]
Now let me talk about what's killing me
I learned about your past, but girl, I'll still accept you
And if you ever need a blessing, guess who gon' bless you?
You can follow God's plan, but nah, He still gon' test you
Live your life 'cause any day, you know He could request you
Trust your gut, live in the moment 'cause that feeling special
And when you close your eyes and walk by faith, you different level
Project your voice, protect your energy, protect your vessel
Protect yourself, protect your family, protect your mental
'Cause if you lose it, it's gon' take some time to get back into
And it gets harder every second when they all dismiss you
Hey, I was just callin' to say, "Bye"

[Chorus]
If no one else gon' help me say it, then I gotta say it
If no one else gon' help you get it, then you gotta take it
I had to sacrifice my all, how else was I gon' make it?

[Verse 3]
I wouldn't wish my life on anyone 'cause it get dangerous
I shared my wisdom, I'm just tryna help my generation
See, I just try to see try to see the light in every situation
'Cause one day, it's gon' hit me big like a win in Vegas, yeah-yeah

[Chorus]
If no one else gon' help me say it, then I gotta say it
If no one else gon' help you get it, then you gotta take it
I had to sacrifice my all, how else was I gon' make it?

[Outro]
AJ, I'm not judgin' you
I just want you to open up to me because you need an outlet
I love you and I just want, I just want you to be happy, and I want you to be healthy
So call me and talk to me, you don't have to be frustrated
I'm not gonna say anything, I'm just gonna listen
Just please call me back
I heard my momma last words and now, I can't forget 'em
And I got grudges that I'm holdin', might get buried with 'em
If no one else gon' help you get it, then you gotta take it